What shall I do?
How will I fill the void?
What shall I do?
How do I quiet the noise?
What shall I do?
Discipline or buy them new toys?
Who shall I be?
Is it father or is it friend?
Who shall I be?
One who gives my angels all my love-no end.
Who shall I be?
Caregiver of their needs-which I will tend.
Where shall I go?
To always be where they need me the most.
Where shall I go?
Wherever it is… to be a good guardian and host.
Where shall I go?
So my presence is not as a ghost.
When do they need me?
When things are dark- when things seem bright.
When do they need me?
When they fear-I'll make things alright.
When do they need me?
Morning, noon and night.
Why such pain?
I feel their sorrow as my own.
Why such pain?
My Number 1 desire is to create a happy, safe home.
Why such pain?
Feel my love and pride cover them like a dome.
Why did I choose such an agonizing way?
Where will they store all the things I do and say?
When will they remember the sacrifice to be and play?
Who will they see me as; Good, loving father or Nay Say?
What can I do to make tomorrow a better day?
Christian and Faith your daddy will love you with all his
Heart, Body and Soul for all your livelong day!
— Scott V. Black